Flaming Turkey or Ode to Differential Relays

A fun poem from excitement today at work.  Was called in on my day off.  A suicidal turkey caused problem in a substation today.  I would post a photo of the bird, but better judgment says don't do it.

Flaming Turkey or Ode to Differential Relays

Monday, February 15, 2016

3:37 PM

When day doesn't go as planned,

Interrupted and kicked the can.

Turkey committed suicide,

Interrupting electricity in death's glide.

Erupted in fire,

Dead before hit the ground.

Poor turkey in different fryer,

Relays worked so carcass found.

One big bird disrupts so many,

Lights don't turn on.

Inspect the equipment,

Test the substation.

In memory to differential relays,

A carcass remains.

Anything else just a pile of goo,

That would remain unclaimed.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

Heart Broker

                              Heart Broker

Given my heart away,

Soul wandered and strayed.

Subtle at first,

Now inquenchable thirst.

Heart is lost,

I've paid horrible cost.

Came to my senses,

Yet soul tense.

There is One who can redeem,

The cost He paid was extreme.

He isn't afraid to rescue me,

He longs for me to be free.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

Coyotes

                 Coyotes

Like ghosts the pair of coyotes moved silently down the property line,
In the predawn hour, double take as they lope weary this time.
They don’t turn but know we are here,
They outrun all their fear.
 
Pinkish horizon painted on rippling clouds,
Just Molly and me, the silence loud.
Our early morning routine, peace as sun rises,
Grateful for another day with all its surprises.
 
In the distance hear the horses at the shed,
Restless and wanting to be fed.
They all face our way as return,
Bobbing heads, tummies yearn.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

Image is dawn February 12, 2016 by Brian Bucks.

Faith

                    Faith Is

Faith is:
The farmer working the ground.
The farmer planting the seed.
Risking again.
Trying again.
Letting go.
Trusting.
Believing.
Hoping when nothing visible.
Believing God is good.
Repenting and believing forgiven.
Courage to say I'm sorry.
Hope of restoration.
Hope of reconciliation.
Knowing all will be made right in time.
Not killing desires in disappointments.
Honestly looking at the mess.
Courage to truly see.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

Fortitude

                  Fortitude 

Another day begins,
Will I explore my soul within?
Easily get busy,
Heart becomes dizzy.

Fortitude required,
To not get stuck in quagmire.
Courage to say no,
Rest in love's glow.

Treasure buried deep,
In undiscovered soul's keep.
Locked behind vaults impenetrable door,
Combination to unlock found when explore.

Explore the hidden places,
Discover own motive of why.
Soul longs to come alive,
Spirit man yearning to thrive.

Chipping away at hardened heart,
Hear the chisel ring when hammer's strike starts.
Protective encasement releases,
All coping and numbness ceases.

Love makes supple and new,
When give up and thought through.
Seed that fell in the ground,
In due season it grew.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

Pivot

                 Pivot

Plant one foot and turn,
Allow love's tug and yearn.
Gaze shifts, transitions to another,
Explore intimacy undiscovered.

Depth of love a person can't fill,
Don't have to wait until...
Adventures with Him full of grace,
Press close to see His face.

This life will fade what's left?
Only what's forged with Him.
Change while still have breathe,
Don't have to live bereft.

Love wins the day,
Conquers fear.
His presence near,
Even on days unclear.

Experienced love causes faith to grow,
Our hope in Him a fiery glow.
Warmth of His presence in darkest place,
With open arms I embrace.

Softly know He's come,
Hear His quiet hum.
Smile lighten face,
Endurance in life's race.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

Ebbings

                Ebbings

Sky gray,
Somber day.
Thoughts far away,
Often pray.

Struggle for life,
Death's slicing knife.
Strands slowly cut,
Anxiety in gut.

Life ebbing with each breathe,
All just stare at death.
Examine heart,
Eternity stark.

Eternal brings,
Deceived, finally seeing.
Eternity begins today,
No further delay.

Grief in letting them go,
Time slows.
Memories awaken,
Loved one can't truly be taken.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

Highway 85 North of Cheyenne

     Highway 85 North of Cheyenne

Roads icy,
Blowing snow.
Drive so slow,
Gets dicey.

Visibility fades,
In light of day.
Ghostly white,
Snow dances light.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

What Does Heart Say

                   What Does Heart Say

What does heart say?
Mind constantly reasoning, not allowing heart to play.
Bully self with past scripts.
Scripts that etch into soul, not all are gifts.

Work to be done, not very fun.
What scripts lift up?
What scripts pull down?
Place of reality and raw awareness.

No longer a child.
Scripts aren't sacred.
Some scripts hinder intimacy.
It is time to lay those scripts on the altar.

Bondage to lose.
Freedom to gain.
Grace available to use.
Don't waste the pain.

Suffering rivets and rattles.
No longer satisfied with prattle.
Wakens long lost desires.
Igniting dormant fires.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

Image is of chalk art done during worship by Brian Bucks.

Quid Pro Quo

               Quid Pro Quo

People depressed and hopeless,
Believing best days are gone, copeless.
Politicians hawking their wares,
Make it about them so no one cares.

Gloom and doom,
From media outlets boom.
Flatulence that fills the room,
Stench in air, smell of death in tomb.

Create a crisis to blame,
To them just political game.
Better yet set my opponent on fire,
Character doesn’t matter to a liar.

Leadership vacuum today,
Take action, more than just pray.
Corporations and unions quid pro quo,
Let them "eat cake" as they go.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

Legacy

                    Legacy

Will they know my legacy,
When my last breath breathed?
What will be left,
What legacy will I leave?

Each day that goes by,
Planting seed for those who proceed.
Will know of my love,
Will they build upon what I have given?

A father's desire for children to surpass,
To get a head start, not build from scratch.
Sown in love, truth, and courage,
Vulnerable, real, raw, and free.

A father who pressed in courageously,
Going places previous generations couldn't.
Being an example of love and courage,
Imparting love, courage, truthfulness and boldenss.

Building upon those gone before,
Launch pad for children to go on.
Graceful and loving,
Loved while living.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

Old Red Tractor

                      Old Red Tractor

In the predawn darkness ether snorts into the engine's nostrils,
Slow grind of starter as tractor belches.
Coldness resisting the desire to start,
Yet ether is a powerful drug for diesel.

Finally spark catches and rumble starts,
Cold hydraulics whine as cold blood shoots through the system.
As move the whine decreases,
Lowering the blade to move snow.

Driveway covered in seven inches,
Giving way to the red tractor's 60 horses.
Pushing piles of snow out of the way,
Brisk air brushes face, no cab to numb winter.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

Image is of our 40 year old International tractor.

Daily Grind

               Daily Grind

Deer moving about in snow.
Herds around Monument, one wants across road.
Brake 'til truck is moving slow.
My presence is a goad.

Turns around.
Unusual just one.
Away she bounds.
People shunned.

Beauty centers thoughts.
Calm the mind.
Mental battles fought.
Release from daily grind.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.

Image is of a deer this evening near Scotts Bluff National Monument.

Anxiety

               Anxiety

So want to control,
Hard to let go.
Anxiety shaken,
Desire for control awakens.

Want to control the weather today,
Force it to cooperate and hold at bay.
Consumes energy and time,
Crazy to think it's normal and fine.

Anxiety,
Anxiety.
Settle my soul,
Anxiety takes toll.

About the Author:  Brian Bucks lives on a small horse ranch in Western Nebraska and is a husband, father, electrical engineer, and poet.