A Lament
A winter gale that pushes
snow about as if it
were sands of time
right into my lungs as inhale
all its rage pushes so hard against me
Memories like the glistening crystals
of winter's fury dance
as if to taunt me of heartache,
of all that I'd hoped for
that now lies about
being pushed teasingly out of reach
One of those days where acceptance
is feeling the bruise on my heart
an ache with every inhale
and
sorrow with every exhale
as lean into a truth…
suffering is part of being human
Expectations of a shared life that
is tempered with disappointment
of opportunities not shared
experiences that I had alone, without you
and that is part of journey of disconnection and repair
Still, I'm left wondering how we got here,
so far apart
with each of my micro-rejections
a small pebble placed
until a wall stands between us
How do we find each other again
How does the pain get reconciled
where does love begin to blossom
and we return as allies and lovers
where a sparkle returns in our union
And realizing…
love always finds a way
Poem 23-026z (c)
A musing of my heart today that rambles all over.
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